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stepfordwould i make a good wife, i wonder,

kissing a husband. being faithful to a husband. not yelling, screaming crying at a husband.
i wonder, would i make a good wife? stepford
by ~sjarman

his wednesday symphonyI am ashamed of

everything i've written & everyone i've loved
i'm feeling sick at stories told
of the time i fell apart;
that hour when i cried in the arms of a

man who didn't know my pain,

but how it felt.

he held me there. he held me for a moment
before i ran.
away, away from
everything but
the writings of a
lost, sad crowd.
he got me, i mean, understood me.

he wrote me a letter in braille, and made &nbs his wednesday symphony
by ~sjarman

i wanted heartbreaki love you, he said, but

every conversation is fatigued, i'm so tired of his voice. it is
as painful as migraines, it has nothing for me but memories
of hours of talking, of endless sessions of speech.
of the days he stood me up because it was raining and I was alone in elizabeth
street buying bob dylan &
espresso. I wish
he had broken my heart, or had
seduced me and left, or had
done something beautiful or
cruel & then burnt it.

he just wanted the
girls who spoke with
their i wanted heartbreak
by ~sjarman

nothingi'm not feeling anything anymore. there is nothing
here. i'm not even sad, perhaps
everyone has only a set
amount of tears to cry, and i've cried them all before.
perhaps i'm just tired. perhaps i need
oxygen. perhaps
i am a ghost, full of carbon. as lifeless
as air, as sparse
as my closet. you choke,
i choke pressed so gently
by concrete skirts and stockings,
my femininity is heavy, are cramps
and faint memories of lust in the
nighttime, when dusk bega nothing
by ~sjarman

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Once she tricked her son into thinking that he had six6 toes, and then she laughed when he cried. She also told her daughter that she was dead.
She sometimes has guitar strings as hair; other times she just has wisps of smoke and sky; and when the lighting is right - skinny strings of stars.
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Current Residence: Hobart, Australia
Interests: politics, sport, prose-poetry
Favourite movie: Masculin Feminin, American Graffiti
Favourite band or musician: D Bowie, B Dylan, Iggy Pop
Favourite poet or writer: Wittgenstein, Voltaire, Kerouac
Favourite photographer: Rebecca Jarman
Favourite style of art: Literature
Personal Quote: We control our thoughts which mean nothing, and not our emotions which mean everything. -godard

Email: i-am-a-cup-of-coffee@hotmail.com
MSN: i-am-a-cup-of-coffee@hotmail.com

Hence.

Wed Jun 3, 2009, 5:01 AM

Hey,
Thanks for any comments and favourites over the last little while... I haven't been writing that much due to other pressing concerns. (Lecherous wink)
But I will probably (or not) be taking a break from poetry because I am trying to write that novel again... after having thrown out the two hundred pages I wrote last year.
But i'm trying... the title escapes me. Any random suggestions will more than likely be used.

I'm desperate.

Anyway...

Thanks so much for the support and

gosh, Obama annoys me.

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Mood: Speechless
Listening to: all fires the fire (local indie band from Hobart)
Reading: THE FIRST STONE

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~bleedngfr-thwrngteam

13 hours 1 minute ago

much obliged for the fave.

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_{it's a business doing pleasure with you.}

~Angels-Losing-Sleep

15 hours 5 minutes ago

Thanks for the fav/collection.

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_{"Every time I turn around, I fall in love and find my heart face down, and where it lands is where it should."
-Nickelback}

~Dreaming-in-Green

Jul 1, 2009, 3:20:31 PM

YOU, my dear, have talent!

--
Nature is...the beauty in the unnoticed, the littlest things...

~sjarman

Jul 3, 2009, 4:49:46 PM

Thank you! *blush*

~forcopeland

Jul 1, 2009, 10:30:46 AM

you.are.amazing

simply said

--
oh dear rush rush hurry hurry

liars, liars, we're all liars!

you have this disappearing act nailed to the wall and i...i'm just so afraid of running into you at the grocery store...

~sjarman

Jul 3, 2009, 4:51:32 PM

you.are.beautiful.

Thanks so much! Xoxo

~forcopeland

Jul 3, 2009, 8:01:26 PM

why thank you...that made me feel better

you're very welcome. you deserve it!

--
oh dear rush rush hurry hurry

liars, liars, we're all liars!

you have this disappearing act nailed to the wall and i...i'm just so afraid of running into you at the grocery store...